My Dark Vanessa

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Does the dog die?
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minor storyline, MC dog passes away during the years that the book covers
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Unanswered Triggers
Is a woman brutalized for spectacle?
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Are rabbits harmed?
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Are there nude scenes?
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Is there throat mutilation?
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Are there end credit scenes?
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Is there decapitation?
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Is there on-screen pooping?
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Is a mentally ill person violent?
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Is there blackface?
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Abuse
Are there abusive parents?
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Is someone stalked?
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Is there domestic violence?
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Is someone gaslighted?
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Is a child abused?
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child sexually abused

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Addiction
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Is there addiction?
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alcohol
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Does someone abuse alcohol?
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Animal
Were animals harmed in the making?
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Does a horse die?
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Does an animal die?
(besides a dog, cat or horse)
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Are animals abused?
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canipetyourdog
The teacher kicks the dog after it just had surgery.
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AJP1123
It’s mentioned that a dog has died but it’s not on page
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Is an animal sad?
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Does a cat die?
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Does a pet die?
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Does a dragon die?
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Are there spiders?
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Are there snakes?
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Are there bugs?
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Despite the butterfly on the front cover, there's no focus on insects in the novel itself.
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Assault
Is there pedophilia?
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Is rape mentioned?
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TBN1994
Vanessa outright thinks that he could be raping her in that moment (note, he was. She was functionally unconscious/barely cognisant from intoxication when she thinks this)
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jbberg01
main storyline
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TBN1994
Multiple statutory rape scenes. But also outright rape in some scenes, the main character somewhat recognises that she’s not consenting but gaslights herself and is gaslighted by him that she “wanted” it or is wrong to doubt him/the situation
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Bodily Harm
Is there shaving/cutting?
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Does someone struggle to breathe?
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Is there cannibalism?
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LaraAhmed
Sexual comments relating to “eating people”, etc. But no cannibalism
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Is someone crushed to death?
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Is someone burned alive?
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Is someone buried alive?
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Is there amputation?
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Does a head get squashed?
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Is there Achilles Tendon injury?
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Is there a hanging?
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Does someone asphyxiate?
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The main storyline is sexual abuse but there is no mutilation
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Does someone break a bone?
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LaraAhmed
Dog has a seizure/fit
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Are any teeth damaged?
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Is there finger/toe mutilation?
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Is someone tortured?
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The "yes" votes are due to sexual and emotional abuse of a minor/later young adult. It's horrific and hard to read about but if your trigger is specifically "torture" as in violent prisoner interrogations or sadistic serial-killer stuff, there is nothing like that in this novel.
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Does someone fall to their death?
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Is there eye mutilation?
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Is there excessive gore?
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Children
Is an infant abducted?
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Does a kid die?
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Lexellence
Main plot
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Family
Does a parent die?
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[SPOILERS] The main character's father dies, mentioned fairly early on. She is seeing a therapist to deal with the loss but it isn't a huge focus of the book. Her mother doesn't die.
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Is a child's toy destroyed?
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Is someone kidnapped?
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Does someone cheat?
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[SPOILER] The main character maintains an on-again, off-again relationship with her abuser. "Cheating" is arguably a theme as she does become jealous and upset when he targets other young girls for abuse. Hard to really call it "cheating" as none of it takes place within a truly consensual relationship.
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Fear
Are there ghosts?
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Are there jump scares?
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Is there a shower scene?
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Are there clowns?
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Is someone possessed?
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Are there mannequins?
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Gross
Does someone vomit?
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Does someone spit?
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Is there audio gore?
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LGBTQ+
Are there transphobic slurs?
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Is there bisexual cheating?
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Medical
Is electro-therapy used?
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Are needles/syringes used?
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Is there a mental institution scene?
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Is there a hospital scene?
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Does someone have cancer?
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Mental Health
Does someone self harm?
S.A.F.E. ALTERNATIVES® (1-800-DONTCUT)
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Is there autism specific abuse?
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Is there misophonia?
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Are there anxiety attacks?
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Is there body dysmorphia?
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Is there a claustrophobic scene?
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AJP1123
At one point Vanessa is so messed up mentally she starts depriving herself of sleep and food so as to have to focus on the physical pain rather than the mental pain.
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Does someone suffer from PTSD?
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Noxious
Is there shakey cam?
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Are there flashing lights or images?
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Pregnancy
Does someone miscarry?
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Is there childbirth?
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Are there abortions?
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Does a pregnant person die?
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Prejudice
Are there homophobic slurs?
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Are there usages of the n-word?
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Does an LGBT person die?
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Are there fat jokes?
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Is a minority is misrepresented?
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Does the black guy die first?
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Is there hate speech?
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Relationships
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Lexellence
Main plot
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Sex
Is there bestiality?
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Is someone sexually objectified?
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Are there incestuous relationships?
National Sexual Assault Hotline 800.656.4673
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AJP1123
It is never outrightly stated but hinted at several times that the reason the abuser chose to have a vasectomy at a young age is that he know if he did have a daughter he would abuse her.
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Is there sexual content?
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Social
Are there fat suits?
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Spoiler
Is Santa (et al) spoiled?
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TFMD
The whole book is dark and upsetting but it actually ends on a very slightly hopeful note, suggesting that the main character may begin to be able to heal from her years of abuse and PTSD
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Vehicular
Does a car crash?
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Does a plane crash?
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Is someone hit by a car?
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Violence
Does someone drown?
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jbberg01
a main character commits suicide by drowning
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Is there blood/gore?
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Is there a nuclear explosion?
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A mention of a man obsessed with guns in story, but no gun violence
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